This track is a bit like a report from the scene, it is like a documentary, there you will hear my voice and special atmosphere of a foggy spring morning May 27, 2013 in which is merged together despair and magic. This track is not negative or positive, it is in the middle. Recording was made spontaneously, unplanned. I have filmed fog and myself in it from 4 to 8 in the morning to make a video clip (which as a result was made to a track "In The Heart Of Inaccessible"), and in the morning I also recorded my voice, talking in English. All what I said in this track was deeply experienced, I uttered the words deliberately, with a purity of thought, putting into words an incredible amount of energy and emotion that even more important than grammar and correct pronunciation of English words. English at the time I knew a lot worse than it is now. Audio recording was recorded via camera with a pretty low-quality built-in microphone and then I cut it from the video and I made new track using this material at the end of October 2014, but I spent whole autumn, winter and part of spring until April 4, 2015 trying to catch right mood for its completion, and it was necessary to improve low quality of field-recordings. That what I have created in that morning happened accidentally, but very sincerely and in those words is powerful energy, the consequences of which have brought changes into my life. It's not just a track, this is rite of love embodied in audio track in which I asked my future beloved one to find me ...
lyrics
lyrics:
All what I want to do is find you, is to find you in this fog today.
I always want to find you, I'm always looking for you...
You live in my beautiful world too!..
I missed you, I want to find you...
Where are you? Where are you living?... Where are you living?...
You my little bird...
I'm just looking for you, I just need to find you, to make you happy.
I need to find you....
Something beautiful, something strange is going on here, something incredible,
and I don't know what to say...
I live in my Kin Estate... and I want to find you,
I need to find you to make you happy...
I just don't know what to say... help me...
I still wait for you, every time, I still wait for you!
I wait for you, wait for you...every day,
Every night I dream! I daydream everyday and... this is my way of life...
I live in my medieval dress, walking here, talking to you.... I still wait for you...
I want to be happy, I want to make you happy.
Old medieval fairy tale.. this is my way of life, this is way of life of Dampness...
Where I must to go to find you, tell me please what I can do?
Please talk to me... please, appear in my dreams..
Strange beautiful sounds around me in this fog, beautiful birds...
I'm so tired to be alone, you know?...
But I do not know where to go, where I can find you... it's all I want to know...
Everyday, everyday I think about this problem, this is biggest problem in my life... loneliness...
This world wait for us... we must to find eachother... we must to find eachother....
Look deep inside me, listen to my voice...
Just to listen to the silence in my beautiful world....
My body, my body will dissipate and..I do not know if I will appear again in physical body..
I'm just dying here in this beautifull world...
Every day I think about you, everyday I want to find you...
I want you to be real!
I daydream all my life...
I just listen to this music, and I want to tel you - you must to be found...
I just need to find you, I always looking for you...
I just need to find you, I just need to find you to make you happy...
I just need to find you, I just need to find you to make you happy...
I just need to find you, I just need to find you to make you happy...
Dampness - is an electronic project created in the beginning of 2006 by Alyona Volnogorskaya - russian music maker, dress-maker and painter from ancient russian town Pskov. During 4 years was created more than 50 tracks.
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